A Letter to You

Hi, do you hear me? How are you, I hope everything is fine. In case you wanna know how my life goes, it’s sucks, you know? I keep fighting against my inner self. Actually I really want to tell you that my life is fine and I’m happy, but that’s a lie. You know very well that I don’t like when people lie. So, I have to remain an honest person.

For some time I thought that I won’t ever feel like craving to talk to you. I feel happy then. I feel living in peace. Well, I was wrong. I still want to go back to the time when I was with you. Even though I have a reason not to talk to you again, the desire still exist. I hate this. I mean, I keep saying to myself that you’re not that good, you’re sucks. We even have different points of view in some ways. I keep on thinking the bad things about you, but I realize that you have more good things.

I keep talking to you even if you’re not there. I feel better everytime I did that. You know, I can’t find someone like you. Well, I don’t even searching for another one actually. I don’t believe there’s the same two people in this universe. But it doesn’t matter. Really. It's no longer a problem now, because I've written it down. I hope this kind of feeling towards you will not come back again. But, if sometimes you feel like talking to me too, please let me know. We’re friends, we can heal each other.