Forgive Yourself, Be in Peace

Everything that has happened can’t be erased, can’t just disappear. Some may choose to leave, run, try to distance themselves from the problem (or something they thought the source of the problem). Perhaps it is true that you are apart of space and time with something you call the problem. But don’t you realize that from the beginning the problem is always with you? There in your head. Of course you know that human is given a mind, you can solve it if you want, but you choose to save it without doing anything. Thinking about it again when suddenly you remember it, then save it again without any effort to find a solution. Let it mold you into a useless, hopeless person. You can do better than that.

Apologize. Apologize to yourself. You didn't realize that you've made your body suffer for all your negative thoughts. Your body has to endure the pain of your excessive ego. Sorry. Is that hard to say this word to yourself? Are you so weak that you are easily defeated by something called Ego? Apologize to yourself, then forgive yourself, be in peace. Solve the problem, then be happy. You know how to be happy? It starts by not letting in too much of every problem. If it is still difficult, write something, express your feelings, or you can talk to someone.

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